2006--1-2-T12: 0:3:-08:00 hi, my name is nadine "Nad" .I am 22 years old and a female novelist. My passion is Gerard Way and the band My chemical romance. They`re just so amazing. I love their music, energie and visions so much it just inspires me everyday. I am also looking for other fans out there who can understand my passion about the wonderful Gerard.As I found out about My chem, my life changed and it will never be the same again. I am thankful for every letter that has been written by Gerard, because he helped me through very hard times. I can`t live without this amazing band anymore.They halped me out of my depession and gave me something to belive in when I had nothing to belive in. I love: music movies art snow black nail polish crazy hair colors horrormovies nature concerts icecream I hate: rude people machos superficial things liars Here are some lyrics I wrote about being a MCr fan: Thank you for being a huge part of our lifes Darkened eyes Darkened soul Always I was the one Outta control A mess since the day When I was born Empty nights lying on the ground Toss and torn I broke without a sound And suddenly All those words who were left unspoken.... Listen! Listen now! I listen to your voice And I can feel my thoughts Coming out of your mouth All this stuff That I was too afraid to tell There`s no chance that I could ever say How much this means to me I was looking all my life For a fragement of truth Something to hold on to I never had it At all Until I heard your call You saved me from being dead You saved us all I know others who feel just the same Hopeless ones in pain Look at us now! We`re able to belive again! Somehow Because of you You gave us the strengh to Carry on Tought us about being strong Again Your honest smile Lifgts up my life Your music Kept me alive Thank you, Gerard For being a huge part of our lifes! Move on together! Another knife against my neck Against my velvet skin Immortality left me a wreck Now it gets deep and deeper in Another drop of blood I close my eyes Another bunch of hollow people Another bunch of lies Feels like no one could save me From what I have seen Feels like no one belifed in the person I could have been Is anyone out there? Through this cold I see clear Your words saved my life again I`ll die without you here You seem to understand me This person that I`ve been You know about my misery How the self-hate begins We`re not that different You`re not that far away Where your music could save me Is where I should stay So let`s dry our eyes and move on together You said That`s the way I planned it Forever `Till the end Tragedy Death is beautiful Death is tragedy And so is life You said And I loved you For telling the truth Back in the days (Another poem I wrote for Gerard) What if I tell you My scool days weren`t cool days? Their were cold and always... I felt like a sidekick to myself I wish I could lay down those memories On a shelf Bury them Deep And deeper in Again What if I tell you My scool days weren`t fun at all? I tried to make friends Tried to stand tall But it all depends on... If you wnat them to join at all What if I tell you That those people around me Were hollow, had no soul? They keep on surrondin`me And still I fall Those days were gone And still I felt wrong `Till you came And changed my faith all along Through you I have noticed Through yo I can see You saved me from falling Because of you I can be me Comic books Fiction shows reality The real you Real me We`re all drawn to our own pictures Let me paint a simple world For me and you Join the parade Do you see me join your parade? Wherever you will lead I will follow you With you I`ve got nothing left to fear With you I face the hardest parts of life, my dear Death won`t scare me anymore Because we could be together then Walkin`through that final door I lay my hand in yours Just a kiss goodbye And then we`ll disappear Paintings The pictures you paint Always make me cry So as your photographs You`re just too honest Just too clean Always there is hate and love And death I remember the black parade The paintings of you Always make me cry Die alone You say sometimes you think You`ll die alone You say sometimes And I`ll say I think you are wrong I said I think you`re wrong You say you guess You`ll die alone Some time You say you`d like to die alone And I`ll say I need you anyway To stay brave To stay tough So please don`t go You say you fear to die alone You say you would love it to die alone You say you live and breath To end up dying all alone Please don`t die alone (I wish I could be there) Imperfection Imperfection Makes the world Imperfection Craved in stone Imperfection Fills my mind Imperfection Makes me whole Imperfection Makes us human Imperfection Love and hate Imperfection Is what you are made of Imperfecton Equals faith Photographs The photographs you made Are honest They show real life Metaphor Your soul stucks within`a bullet Now my hearts an open door Angel`s black hair Angel`s black hair Turned out to be white Eyes wide open Open wide Lost in metamorphosis Fighting against lost forces You change so fast Fast changing Slow down now My angel Just your careless hair remains Of the man you used to be (c) N. Kary buzznet:user:id:324260 http://www.buzznet.com/ Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc. gerardwaysgirl Nicholas Brendon Emily The Strange Wallpaper by me Screencaps (MCR /Gerard) Some more MCR pics I took in Germany The Nightmare Before Christmas GERARD`s PROM NIGHT GERARD-My fave photoshooting ever Itchy Poopzkid Pics of Brian Molko (and Placebo) Rob Thomas/Matchbox Twenty RobThomasLiveShow Buffy The Vampire Slayer A fine frenzy My photography Criss Angel Joaquin Phoenix On Ravens Wings Paramore Fady Maalouf Lifehouse The Goo Goo Dolls Helena Bonham Carter Johnny Depp Lyn-Z Kurt Cobain/Nirvana Billy Talent RandomStuff Alyson Hannigan Gerard`s artwork Band pictures Pictures of MCR I took at germany concerts Other bands/artists I listen to Gothic and art Ray Toro Bob Bryar Alicia Simmons Private Fan art and humor Mikey Way Frank Iero My chemical romance prayer cards by Gerard Way Avril Gerard`s home LostAlone On the road to my chemical romance Christina Ricci Actors, actress, movies, tv MCR baby/childhood pics More MCR related stuff... Black parade stuff Jewel Edited by me Gerard`s "Breakfast monkey" The Umbrella academy Gerardwaysgirl (pics of me) buzznet:user:entry:id:43650501 2008--0-9-T13: 0:5:-08:00 2008--0-9-T13: 0:5:-08:00 2008--0-9-T13: 0:5:-08:00

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